dear blog.i just wake up at 2am today.and i cnt go sleep bck:s my head was full thinking of our fight conversation last night.i just dont get it.y i always mad at him:( im too sensitive.y he cant forget his past?if i can do it but y he cant?eventho she's his 1st love,but y he cant do it to me?:( argh! y i can't get a very long happiness w/o fighting with him?:( i need his attention. i need him to care and love me. i know before i was just playing with him and he was serious with me.now,when im serious with him,everything was like kan bekelaie saja.what he want,i give.but what i want,payah2an..hmph.. :( my life is SUCKS! Tuhan saja tau cana perasaan ku eventho my besties(girls) and bstfrens(boys) know im a tough girl.but when im too weak to handle it,i cant solve it.i'll just cry and cry until my eyes bangkak and layu.i dont care.no one knows how i feel.i'll just let my tears fall until im tired to cry.im afraid aku mkn ati and mkn perasaan ku until i cant take care of my health. i LOVE him so much. i know who i am.but when my bad side turn ON, i'll bcme player.BUT no one can replace him from my heart.i love him and that's the truth.no one can be like him.i just want him to be in mylife,my soul and my future:'(


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